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[ aHhHhHhHhhh.! ] [21 Mar 2005|11:23pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | [ mario // let me love you. ] ]

wow i forgot about this. im at kristens. her mom keeps sleeping at her boyfriends so we have the house. spiffie. um lets see what i can fill you all in on...

- been partying.
- me and erik got back together, well see how that works. it's goin good so far.
- got another job. im a proud super g employee. sucks.
- i have to go to a wedding soon. eh. i never been to a wedding.

on st. pattys day we met up with rich, brian, dan, AJ, kim and mad other people. they we're drunk as shit and we stole them from JDs pub and took them back to kristens. there was some asshole there and of course i opened my mouth and let him know. he got all pissy. what a dick.

went bowling friday. with the old gang. brought kristen and claire. then we were supposed to go to brig. but aparently we wern't welcome. drove all the way there with mad people cause perkins parties are mostly stoopid kids. but fuck it. we stole heather lol. and had a fire in robs backyard. i was ripped. it was fun.

i hate working 2 jobs. super g kinda sucks. they arn't working with me. and i wouldn't feel bad if matt didn't work there.

dunno. but im out.

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oh yea! [13 Feb 2005|10:12pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]
[ music | cat in the hat. ]

shaun is all kinds of fucked up. i think he called me today. with everything thrown out on the table i can honestly say i miss him.

i just got off work. i don't work at ALL next week. so were leaving early. ha. im broke. so yea. i hope kristen reliezes that.

hung out with the old gang last night. good shit. went bowling. then went to fat matts with kristen. it was kinda gay. so i called erik in my drunken stoned stupor and had him pick me up. we went to the diner and then i slept at eriks. i was actually pretty fun. erik was making fun of me.

kristen is excited she has ADD.

gotta find a new job.
gotta find a new job.
gotta find a new job.
gotta find a new job.
gotta find a new job.
gotta find a new job.

yea.

fuck wawa.

xoutx

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AHHHHHHHHHHHH. [07 Feb 2005|10:33pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | NFG. // hit or miss. ]

theres nothing to do. i want chicken.

this weekend was pretty fun. friday night shiloh had a party. got to see stephy. smoked with her. got drunk. hugh out with pos for a bit. still think he used me. but whatever. kristen was reunited with DAN MONDORF [sp?]. that kids a nut.

saturday, had to supervise jackies sweet 16 party. that was hell. god that was hell. but in the end it was ok. after we kicked everyone out except the grrls that were sleepin there dan called us we met him at wawa. then pos called and we pick him up in galloway. pos was very fucked up and loud. kristen and dan cuddled. we chilled upstairs until the kids went to bed. continued drinking, eventually going downstairs and watching movies. me and pos went upstairs around 6am-ish. never went to sleep. either did they. took pos home at 9am.

me and erik got in ANOTHER crazy fight that night. i fell on the ice trying to punch him in his head. hert my hand alot. he broke my dads door. bitch.

around 11ish i fell back asleep until 4, when i had to go to work. ew.

after work slept until around 3am. till kristen's stoopid ass called and wanted chinese food in AC. crazy bitch. came back. slept more. late for work.

now im at kristens. bored off my ass.

kristen just called pos. awww hes sick.

k out.

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wow. [01 Feb 2005|05:37pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | [ sister act on TV ] ]

i havn't been on here in mad long. crazy shit.

** news flash **

+me and erik broke up.
+im going to quit my job soon.
+me and kristen hang out every day. were losers.
+i had a puppy, got rid of it cause it couldn't live at
my moms, and now i have to take it back.
+ oh yea, i live with my mom now.
+ shaun.
+ pos.

heather you don't call me anymore!

god what have i been up to...

partying.
AC.
leaving for VA in 17 days. for the weekend.
being harassed by erik.
meeting people.
hating my job and in the process of finding a new one.

ahhhhh.

kritten wants to be the next american idol. shes watching sister act 2.

heh ok now that kritten has the internet i'll be able to update this more often. oh, and i have an AOL account now through her. my SN is rockthefxxkout.

peace peace.

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[ please kill me. ] [04 Dec 2004|06:37pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | [ my father attempting to play drums. ] ]

my boyfriend is a loving, caring, individual who, everyday, lights up my life. is an annoying waste of time and i wanna punch him in the throat repeatedly and shit on his chest. 

but anywho. going to johns. bonefire. smores. yay.

my dad is back. feel sorry for me, please.

i havnt been up to anything lately. actually i'm lying. i just don't feel like typing.

party tonight.

 

peace peace

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[ sorry to hear. ] [16 Nov 2004|08:42am]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | [ nothing. ] ]

SHEPPARD, KATHRYN LYN "Katie", 18 - of Brigantine, formerly of Galloway Township, passed away on November 13, 2004. She was born in Atlantic City, raised in Galloway before moving to Brigantine. Katie loved and was loved by her many friends and will be greatly missed. She attended Galloway and Absegami High School. She loved music, sports, family and friends. She was a member of Beacon Church of Galloway. Katie is survived by her parents, Pat Sheppard of Galloway and Jim Sheppard of Brigantine; her maternal grandmother, Marion Edgar of Galloway; paternal grandmother, Margaret Sheppard of Marlton; her brother, Robert Sheppard of Atlantic City; her fiance, Frank Bellanger of Absecon; also surviving are her many friends. Katie's viewings will be 6 to 8 p.m., Tuesday, November 16, 2004 and 9:30 to 10:30 a.m., Wednesday, November 17, 2004 at Wimberg Funeral Home, 211 E. Great Creek Road, Galloway Township (609-641-0001). Her Funeral Service will be 11:00 a.m., Wednesday, November 17, 2004 at Beacon Church, Sixth Avenue, Galloway. Interment will follow at Germania Cemetery. Memorials may be made to Crisis Pregnancy Center, 1307 White Horse Pike, Egg Harbor City, NJ 08215.

i worked with this girl. her name was katie. she O.Ded and was 6 months pregnant with a fiancee. my regards go out to everyone who knew her.

R.I.P

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[ im bored. ] [12 Nov 2004|07:42pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | [ the tv, seinfeld is on. <3 ] ]

im hungryyyyyy. but i cant go to wawa cause i called out with some bogus lie so i can go to goose' going away party tonight. :0) i'm evil. but i don't care wawa cango fuck themselves.

erik is watching seinfeld.

im so fresh and so clean.. heh.

i want a bagel. i think i'm gonna go to pitney wawa.

peace peace.

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[11 Nov 2004|02:57am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | [ none. ] ]

lovely night of bordom anyone?

lovexthistragedy: come drink with me.
RFear818: y so u can get me drunk and take advantage of me?
lovexthistragedy: um duh
RFear818: well lemme tell you something woman!
RFear818: sounds like fun...
lovexthistragedy: lol your a dork.
RFear818: eh i have a big penis i can do w/e i want
lovexthistragedy: true.
RFear818: except like run for public office or something
RFear818: then i'll just get myself in trouble
lovexthistragedy: why is that?
RFear818: cuz politicians should have small ones
lovexthistragedy: ahhh i see.
lovexthistragedy: and how does that make you feel?
RFear818: how does wut make me feel?
lovexthistragedy: have a large cock?
lovexthistragedy: having*
RFear818: it feels....like a large cock
lovexthistragedy: god you rock.
lovexthistragedy: with your large cock.

erik tried to kill my puppy.
im nerotic and bored.
some 13 yr old is trying to talk to me.

ok bedtime.

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[ is that one of those cha hooa hooa dogs? ... WTF!?!? ] [10 Nov 2004|12:28am]
[ mood | silly ]
[ music | [ uh oh HOTDOG! ] ]

according to claire im crazy. AM NOT!

tonight was so fucking lame. me and bern met erik at jays shop and it was like the fast and the frustrated. geez it sucked and it was so fucking cold. and i got a headache from inhaling the propane heater fumes.
then me erik and bern left, went to wawa and got foods.
came to my house and chilled for a little.

I WANTED TO PARTY TONIGHT. FUCK ALL OF YOU. heh.

so todays body mod updates:

my mom: belly button ring.
my lil sister: laberet.
bern: [out of the blue] new tattoo on wrist.

i felt very left out cause im a broke white hoe. shucks.

claire is twitching. like a retard. a retard with turrets. did i spell that right?

alright well ima talk to a few heads then go to bed. claires molesting the puppy. or something.


nite$nite.

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[09 Nov 2004|08:45am]
[ mood | bored ]

Love and Sex With Your Friends by dannygrl0129
Username
Sex
Favorite Color
Love of your life:blackxeyeliner
Best sex of your life:hisnhers
Will make you come 1000 times:hateyerstate
Will break your heart:criesofsilence
Best Kisser:hxcoregeek
Best cuddler:shipiexo
You secretly dream of:hatexmexplease
But this person dreams of you:pushed_to_far
Will handcuff you and screw you silly:______pleasedie
Quiz created with MemeGen!


hah! stephy. you and me. lol.

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[ the puppy keeps licking me. ] [09 Nov 2004|07:43am]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | [ your face. ] ]

im trying the eat a bagel and the puppy is eating my face.
now shes pulsating.
crazy kaluha.

lol @ heather for posting the ireland convo.

me and erik are housesitting for josh and nikki for a week and a half. rock tha fuck on. not only do we get a party house, i get joshs truck. yay for me. *dances* so i can chill with people and shit.

i have off the next two nights. yay.

this bagel tastes like wawa. :o(

i miss john and nick. there still in maine.

my mother is m.i.a.

we shrikwrapped jays GTI night before last. pretty funny shit.

ok well ill prolly watch TV until its a normal time to call people.

byee*

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[ please MTV, pimp my ride. ] [04 Nov 2004|08:32pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | [ listening to claire bitch about rain censors. ] ]

i want my ride pimped! it's prolly not shitty enough. ill have to let erik hit a few buses and parked cars. hehehe.

i have two movies that are late. fuck you blockbuster, fuck you.

so yea last night was fun. i can't believe the cops came. it was poo that bern left early. shes my hoe. lol.

i need cigarettes, i have NONE!!

jessica and dan are having problems, thats poo. they want me to come to his dorm tomorrow and spend the night. im contemplating it.

okies well i gotta finish my shit for work. :(

peas.

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[ wow i have the hiccups. ] [04 Nov 2004|04:42am]
[ mood | drunk ]
[ music | [ nothing, and thats a funny drunk face. ] ]

wow guys im reallie trashed and its taking me a long time to write this so its gonna be short.

drank at crystals. will a bunch of people. kinda reunited with lea. never hated her in the first place but whatever. eventually we all went to dennys like fags. and im wasted and tired. atferwards i chilled with rob. never done that. hes a pretty cool kid.

matts a fag and wants to "beat me up" HA! ha ... ha.

its late, im tired.

fuck all of you and your damn away messages. IM LONELY!

ernies a geek. ha. I LOVE YOU ALL!

and goodnight.

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[ it's not me buried wreckage my soul. ] [03 Nov 2004|12:10am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | [ the used. // im a fake. ] ]

the used = <3.

claire is beating my puppy up.

erik got a loan today to pay off his credit cards and the first loan... right.

we went to lunch with josh and nikki and then nikki made us dinner. they got cell fones. i'm going to try and upgrade my shit tomorrow.

ok i forgot i was doing this people IMed me. ahh yea so. i dunno. i'm chillen with claire.

AHH I KEEP FORGETING ABOUT THIS!! poop.

blah ok so yea. i have no idea. i wanna go to wawa.

nite nite.

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[ ah it's early. ] [01 Nov 2004|11:33am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | [ dad trying to play drums. ] ]

someone come hang out with me. i'm bored.

last night ne erik, nick, and bern went to see "SAW" highly reccomended. very good movie. a little scary but good. kinda twisted. lol. none of our halloween plans went how they were planned but over all it was a good nite.

before that me and erik went to jessicas. her mom and dave got married. it was cute. kaluha went. jessica is going to try and steal her. lol.

my daddy just came home. him and my mom are going to see claire. achk. my dad is trying to play the drums.

ok well i gotta figure out my bills and such. get started on christmas. blah. call me if your as bored as i am.


xoutx

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[ fuck life sometimes, right? ] [29 Oct 2004|12:29am]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | [ nothing. ] ]

so yea my dads kicking me out, again. i have NOWHERE to go. im fucked and too tired and pist to talk so bye.

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[ the puppy is a dildo. ] [28 Oct 2004|09:12am]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | [ silence.] ]

so last night they took my little sister. she went to the hospital and now shes in some rehab far away. i wanna go see her. i didn't even get to say goodbye. i hope she can get better.

i dont know what to do with myself. i cant sleep. i feel like shit.

what arn't you allowed to bring to a rehab. i wanna bring her stuff.
she wanted to go. i hope she's happy. i wonder if i'm allowed to bring the puppy to visit her.

but besides that. we went to jays last night. hung out for a few hours. got caught. him and erik are rekindling. im happy for them.

we came back here last night and i slept for a little. got to work [late] snd they sent me home cause of everything thats going on. i have off tonight but they need someone so maybe ill work. i need the hours. cause i still want off saturday. if i dont ill only have like ill only have three days. god i don't know what to do.

im hungry and we have nothing.

xoutx

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[ from kristen. ] [26 Oct 2004|03:30am]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | [ nothing bitches. ] ]

kristen wanted to make one of these and let you guys read it. enjoy.




I AM: Kristen AkA Kritten
I WANT: a car
I HAVE: a belly button
I WISH: I was an oscar myer weiner
I HATE: rich baake
I FEAR: the grudge
I HEAR: jenn slirping and burping
I SEARCH: no where
I WONDER: why does popcorn taste like bread if its corn?
I REGRET: the things I haven’t done yet
I LOVE: cheese doodles
I ALWAYS: laugh
I DANCE: to the beat of my own drummer and hes naked
I SING: all the time
I CRY: u cry, we cry together
I WIN: not a danm thing
I LOSE: not much
I NEED: to think before i speak
I SHOULD: come w/ a side of wawa pickles
***********
YES or NO:
1. YOU KEEP A DIARY: yes
2. YOU LIKE TO COOK: sure
3. YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: yes.
4. YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE: yes
***********
THE WEIRDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: jenn
THE LOUDEST PERSON YOU KNOW: twinkie
THE SEXIEST PERSON YOU KNOW: bobby t
THE CUTEST PERSON YOU KNOW: little jesse
CLOSEST FRIEND: connie
THE PERSON THAT KNOWS THE MOST ABOUT YOU: my mommy
THE LAST IMAGE/THOUGHT YOU GO TO SLEEP WITH: jumping josh’s bones
INSIDE JOKE: im sooo angry…( Dan and Lindsay)
DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH: yesh.
WANT TO GET MARRIED: eventually.
GET MOTION SICKNESS: no
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: mom
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: yes.. easy to sleep
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: strawberry blonde
EYE COLOR: green.
BIRTHPLACE: charleston,sc
*********
FAVORITES:
NUMBER: 3
COLOR: green/pink
DAY: friday
MONTH: september
SONG: is this love: bob marley
FOOD: skety
SEASON: summer
DRINK: wawa fruit punch when high…& apple juice
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: cuddle
**********
IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? yes
HELPED SOMEONE? no
BOUGHT SOMETHING? no
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? yes
TALKED TO AN EX? nope
MISSED AN EX? Nope…fuck that asshole
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? no
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? no
MISSED SOMEONE? yea.
HUGGED SOMEONE? no
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? nope.

**********

Name 5 bands you listen to:
1. pink flloyd
2. sublime
3. rufio.
4. yellowcard.
5. bob marley..is that a band?
Name 7 things you hate:
1. people who dont speak english
2. old people who cant drive
3. work.
4. being broke.
5. living at home
6. rich baake…that’s a thing rite?
7. being sober
Would you ever:
1. Eat a bug? sure
2. Bungee jump? yea
3. Hang glide? hell no
4. Kill someone? Yes
5. Kiss someone of the same sex? yes.
6. Have sex with someone of the same sex? no
7. Parachute from a plane? possible.
8. Walk on hot coals? no.
9. Go out with someone for their looks? uh yea
11. Be a vegetarian? sure.
12. Wear plaid with stripes? eh, prolly not.
13. IM a stranger? sure.
14. Sing Karaoke? if i were very drunk
15. Get drunk off your ass? all the time
16. Shoplift? no
17. Run a red light? all the time
18. Star in a porn video? for a great deal of cash.
19. Dye your hair blue? 7th grade... but it came out green and looked liked boogers
20. Be on Survivor? nah.
21. Wear makeup in public? um yea?
22. Not wear makeup in public? no
23. Cheat on a test? yes.
24. Make someone cry? yea.
25. Date someone more than 10 years older than you? Yea
26. Stay up all night? always.
27. Be done with this fuckin thing: sure.

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[ i heart halloween. ] [26 Oct 2004|02:25am]
[ mood | giddy ]
[ music | [ lynard skynard. // simple man. ] ]

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
shesxcries goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as a giant penis..
pleasedie gives you 7 light orange raspberry-flavoured gumdrops.
blackxeyeliner gives you 1 light yellow lime-flavoured pieces of chewing gum.
bloodyicicles tricks you! You get a dead frog.
dotheperks tricks you! You get a rock.
hatexmexplease tricks you! You lose 7 pieces of candy!
hateyerstate gives you 9 dark green cherry-flavoured nuggets.
hisnhers gives you 14 red strawberry-flavoured gummy fruits.
hxcoregeek tricks you! You get a wet rag.
shipiexo gives you 10 purple mint-flavoured pieces of bubblegum.
colly_babie06 gives you 15 light yellow grapefruit-flavoured nuggets.
shesxcries ends up with 49 pieces of candy, a dead frog, a rock, and a wet rag.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.



yay for candy ... and rocks.

chillen with kristen and kaluha. bored. help.

k bye.
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[ puppies = <3 ] [25 Oct 2004|09:17am]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | [ yellowcard. // view from heaven. ] ]

yea so my cell fone just rang and the number that came up was " 00-1819" so im like wtf and it was some tellamarketing service. how the fuck did they get my cell fone.

i got my puppy last night. her name is kaluha. wasnt able to see her much cause i had to work. but i gave her a bath today and clipped her nails. attempted to take her for a walk but she doesn't really understand the whole leash concept. i put her down cause she was sleeping but now shes keeps poking her head up.

shes so fucking cute. im gonna try and get a pic of her on here.

i hope trixie doesn't hate me.

im bored, everyone is at work.

i don't wanna go to sleep cause i want to sleep tonight cause i have off. can't even do anything fun tonight cause everyone has work in the morning. fuck all of you. :o)

everything keeps waking the puppy up.

im tired but i can't give in.

someone needs to call me.

I WISH MY FUCKING CAR WORKED!

i need some foods.

xoutx

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